個日我個心情真係好down...
個日係學校的christmax~party"咁我個時係我自己個班到食緊野啦...冇啦啦我班主任叫左我出去..
我都估到唔係好野..出到出佢勁話我..
話       " 你知唔知咩叫合羣..咩叫同人相處...."我冇出聲啦比佢話..
佢又話 "點解同學同你傾計你唔彩人呀..?"      
我話"佢講埋d"無謂野咁我答佢泥做咩..
佢       "你係尼班根本就冇人想同你做朋友囉..你自己諗下你做左d"咩啦"
我話"我唔需要朋友囉..我自己一個都可以生存到"..
佢冇出聲..我再講"夾到我咪夾囉...我係咁唔鍾意講野..咁唔鍾意出聲架啦"..
佢"我個個小息都見到你係隔離班門口..同你呀哥傾計..你知唔知尼到係學校"唔係你屋企呀唔係你鍾意點就點"我冇出聲..
佢又講"你咁鍾意去隔離班咁你咪調班啦"
我話"我根本就唔認該入尼班...我拎ge"分根本入到a"班..你估我好想係尼班咩.."
佢話"尼班有咩唔好...係你自己ge"問題先冇人鍾意你炸..你再係咁去到邊都冇人鍾意你"..
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我冇出聲..因為已經喊緊..佢地根本就唔明白我..
d"同學我唔係唔想同佢地玩...而係佢地日日傾ge"野就係人地d"事非..我冇興趣囉..
再唔係就係泥討好我.."(因為我呀哥係間skoo有d"權力)尼d"人我愈見愈憎..
佢地一個二個係我後面就話我自閉..但又唔敢同我嘈..
我同你講我唔係自閉囉...係你地唔明白我炸......
朋友?講真如果係有目的先行個泥ge"唔該同我死開..我唔需要.我自己一個都得......
今年個christmax"party"都幾難忘喎

佢話我"溶入唔到個班喎"..
係個班一d"都唔開心..所以一小息就去搵我呀哥"同埋同佢d"fd"一齊玩..

我明你講咩..
我dady同我都係同一種人..
佢都有同'我講個"..如果你咁間可能會冇左好多個機會..要比其他人付上一倍ge"代價..
         但"當你做到最top"ge"時候就唔係我去就人"搵人""""而係人地去就你"去搵你"
冇左其他人都生存到架姐"唔需要咁去討好佢地.....後果我會自負.."
其實我都知個miss咁講都係為我好...
佢怕我第時會唔識同人相處..
但"佢都唔知咩野先係適合我....
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死啦我都唔知自己係到打咩tim"= =..
anyway"多謝你ge"cm...
我知道自己間緊咩.."

嗯"我都覺－口－．．
我間ｓｋｏｏ”真係冇個正常　

唔需要同人講你自己有幾叻有幾掂架．．”
佢地有眼會睇”
我想要Ｄ”咩？尼樣我知”我想要開心”
一樣從泥都唔屬於我自己ＧＥ”野